im trying to enjoy the single life
Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2008, 7:49 PM
so far the single life is hell.....my boyfriend of 6 months broke up with me on wednesday june 4th at 11:30pm-12:00am. he was the longest relationship that i was ever in.
im gonna miss the way he used to talk to me when we first started dating. he used to tell me that he loved all the time....but as time progressed i was doing more of the loving and he was doing more of the job scene and never have time for me scene...but yet he still had time for his buds....
im super upset that this came to pass...i dont know if i could ever trust anyone else with heart and soul again.....it will be super different.....him and i will still be friends till the end of time.
im trying to enjoy the single life but its getting to the point where it is super difficult.....my ex came back into my life and him and i are now friends...those feelings for him are starting to rekindle. i am starting to like him again....but its kinda awkward since him and i have a past together...like lost my virginity to him kind of past....im scared...
austin if you read this im sorry....im sorry you have to see me go through this depression mode. im sorry you have to see me go through just a ton of stuff....im sorry in general.
- Mood:
Happy Tears - Listening to: my immortal
- Reading: MY JOURNAL
- Watching: my dog chase his tail
- Playing: nothing
- Eating: NOTHING BUT I AM CRAVING donuts!
- Drinking: NOTING BUT I AM THIRSTY
Devious Comments
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I'm the normal one, everybody else is crazy.
WARNING: Handle with care.
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Some mornings, I just don't feel like slaying dragons.
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"No One, Will take these Memories from me...." _RNS
"you still miss him don't you? He may be there at school, but your heart still misses him deeply..." -Christie
"Yay to the Yee to the Wee to the Whoa!" -RNS
I MISS SCOTTY!!!!!
oh and ps...
YOUR MOTHAH WAS A HAMSTER!!!!! lol XD
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" Believe in what you want, but if you ask me; i say this is all just a dream..." ~RNS
"Cherry Freakin AMP Baby!!!" -Scott & RNS
"In bakersfield, a red light is just a suggestion"
hahahahahaha
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Who will my true love be, if he is leaving me?
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